FANNOYING~

K EPIC GILEEEEEEEER~

kene bully la, ape lagi-

PBG =.=

ni dua never go school- besar kan pantat! haha

MEYY PBG!

prangai budak gemok :D

bangun laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ ^^

twist>lick>dunk=OREO

Assalamualaikum Sumernyeeeee! (: yes i know, second post for today. but good whaaat (Y) heheh. am just bored today. Mum and Dad, as usual evry weekends will watch/send Danish to soccer trainings/games. i wasn't allowed to tag along :( so stayed home & did some revision on Physics as thers test this coming Thursday. eh no! on Tuesday (: heees and of course eaaaaaaat the whole day (: see above? my favourite; OREO! :D

still, i feel unsatisfied. this is so not fair for me cos' evrything that i asked for (since sec one y'know) like buying shinpads, tights, shoes, socks or etc (related to hockey stuffs) - surely she'll buy for me AND danish as well. not a pair each but must SHARE. still i just keep quiet until this afternoon. i asked mum wher she bought the nike 3/4 pants, i also want it and told her to buy for me. she said for what and told me to share =.=' so i said back this to her, "mane boleh? tknk la, besar seh sluar ni.. ah tkpe ah, da biase salu mcm ni. nk beli shinpad pn same jugak.. tkpe, i'll get myself one on my own ok" i get out of the room and helped kakak with the house chores. tired la : |

its been more than 30mins ive been dragging this post till now. hahaha. was focusing chatting and vc-ing with dearest Jack and Faiq also listening to songs (: apologize for that aye.

from this afternoon around 4+ pm , i browse through youtube searching for Greyson Chance. like seriously, he's talented! i envy him so much cos' he could play piano! :(( his voice are nice to hear too(: keep it up yea! (Y)
& i like Cody Simpson's song titled 'perfect' and 'one'. im so touched by this two songs[; Jack, learn the lyrics please. yr voice will definitely be cute eventho its out of tune. idcccccccc~ heheh. another one was a girl, JJ, which was Jessica Jerrell. her single- 'almost love 24/7' and 'key to my heart'. hear it! i loooooove it(: 

so here, i would like to apologize to my 3e girls; that i cannot attend the saturday study at woodlands library. sorry banget! : ((

oh, eh ZACK! aku dah belikan chocolate. Van Houten Semi-Sweet. okay ey? aku tk mungkir janji. so, ive bought you this, i hope you don't do what you wana do :'( please don't do it, for the sake of me ;}
and yeah, like finally! Farhan's online this morning till afternoon. but i only got to chat with him for awhile as im busy with other stuffs. awww, i miss you friend! oh-uh, about the present. don't need lahh(: when will you come back here?
to Dad (A.M), (: 

i hope you know that am referring to you and read this please. i am really touched for what you've post at yr wall today. you may wonder how i know this but thats not important for you to know. frankly speaking, i do missed you too. miss by; talking to you like how we used to. do you? do you still remeber the time that we hang around in McDonalds and i thought you Maths? do you still cherish it? i do & i hope you did too. miss by; glancing at you and be an arrogant girl towards you. i missed smiling at you. yes, i really missed having a great friend : ( but for now, i just want you to be strong. i want you to learn and accept the fact that we're meant to be friends only. i dont want to hurt anybody anymore. and thats you. i dont want anything to happen to you cos of me. no : (

BESTFRIEND

ther is this beautiful girl named Nur Amira Nabilah.

she's my twin. she's the best.she is my bestfriend. we've been thru lots of ups and downs together.  most of all, we understand each other very well.

its been almost 9 years and believe it or not, we don't even quarrel right? haha. yes, im proud to have a friend like Meyy. y'know its hard to find this kind of bestfriendship. and i thank god that he found me the best amongst the rest. thanks for everything bestie! :')

friends are the ones who understand, cares and agrees with each other-

thoughts, feelings etc 

even if we're mad/angry at them, settle it in a good and peace way.

friends are the ones who'll stand by you for every ups and downs whenever you need them. even when you dont need them they'll be there for you too.

true friends takes time to know each other well.

Family Day~

yayyyyy, rambut masai. lawa la sgt ye syazzy!

i like yesterday(:

somebody's being v sweet and caring! :D

love you more! ^_^

hahaha, Helmy said we look alike- o.O'

funny kapaaaaa ^^

Dear Bestfriend <3

i love you! & i won't forget you okayyyyyyyy~

muah muah muah! :D

senyum-senyum selalu :) ^^

• someone's big day tomorrow (:yes i still remember!
• Happy Advance 16th Birthday! :)

your cap(:

hello! eh salah, assalamualaikum! :D hahaha!

i know i left my blog alone for a few days. been busy & lazy to make the effort to on the laptop^^

anyway, its been a very hectic yet a VERY fun week! :}

the Project Makeover Module was superb-awesome! :) seriously.

Kirin was our instructor. she- rock mayne! :D

yesterday was about, how to put on a make-up & be like a 'mak andam'.

i was the 'model' for the day. Half Kirin did it and Half Dinah did it ;]

thanks! it was nice & to Dinah- a great effort you put on eventho ur hands are shaking while putting the powder etc on my face. hahahah cute!

stupid. the eye liner tk hilang after i washed it away!

and as for today's class, we did a hair..... idk.

and thank you Yanita for helping me perm my hair. temporary- but it turned out nice!

okay, i very jakun just now.. serious.. hahaha ^^

Yanita, please upload the pictures we took :)

Congrats C'Girls for winning today's game. you guys played and fought very hard!

Teck Whye Sec Sch vs Northland SS

4-1

*top scorer: Tiffany (:

after the game, met Mey(:

then..... i waited for like more than 30mins (?) for this cute boy to come..

i told Mey and this pretty lady(i forget her name, sorry!) that im hungry. then they go n tell dia!

-.-'

blue will be the guy and red for the girl, very cute! ..... :

'i buy for you, fish burger taw. western punye, not macd. (:'

'haha, i nvr ask u to buy what. -.- nvm la, ty anyway(:'

'hahaha. peace. must eat hor.'

'tknk! ^^'

'mepek ehk. tkpe uhk.'

'wher u?!'

'da nk smpi'

so, when he was there, i wasn't in the mood to like..

you know somehow be a lil bit happier.

Not Feeling Well =\

*thank you for sending me home(: i feel much better now..

& i've eaten okay as promised! :D makan nasi, not meds. heheh *.*

i dare you to bite me! ^^ :p*

hello boy,

for your info, ive DELETED and BLOCKED you in my contacts. you told me to do so(:

very childish la prangai awak. stakat tk nk intro je nk meradang tk tentu pasal.

please! i dont entertain guys like this. furthermore, you're too old la.

im still young and still a kid. i know. i realize that(: 

thanks for telling me okay- im v lucky that i didnt intro myself ^^ 

i don't like the way you talked to me just now. the way you chat with me,

sorry uh to tell; i could make a guess that you're not a good n gentle-man enough.

someone pissed me off. thanks eh. bagus. bye! (:

to dearest pear,

dear pear,
if you terasa dgn my previous post, than im sorry to say that you're wrong. for your info, im referring to someone else. im not being sarcastic here. please, i don't wish to post at my blog to hurt you or be mad here eventho this is my 'daily diary'. what for? child dish kan? sighs. like hello, this is personal and confidential.
look, i understand why we can't no longer be like how we used to ok. i totally know and understand whats the reason. i also know that you don't like the way how i treat you. lets get this over and down with. i don't want to drag this matter no more okay. ive forgiven you for what you've done. that's it(: we still can be friends right(: 
take care and good bye(:    

to kakak, don't cry. its just a box of pencil. i promise if i have money- i'll buy for you new one okay? dah tkmuh nanges! nnt mama marah! :\\\

fishyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

:D obviously ive just finished eating. see the bowl there ^ ^ ^ ? hahaha!

its fun eating while observing the fishes swimming around the tank and eat worms *eww!*

and im eager to wait for the female guppy to give birth! (:
one of them died, :( sad..

she looks so fat and plump. oh- ther's three female guppy btw.. ^_*

as for today's lesson,

it went perfectly awesome! :)

i was very happy &hyper today- which i don't know why.

o.O'

but my classmates sure had fun listening to me-
singing out loud while we were on the way to AVA room.
hahaha- i was bored, so i entertained them by singing laaa~ :P *peace :D

the girls just smiled and laughed when they saw my re-action. &i know Helmy got irritated. hahahaha. you know me bro! {: tmr i sing again ok, lagu lain pulak ^^v

i don't like the part when:

 some of us were called to go for check up. & that we are told to strip off our tops!

:x so we're half naked; what the..............................

Helmy and Umar sungguh tak senonoh. right after when i came out of the AVA room....

Helmy: (*tersengih2, senyum2, ketawe2*) amacam? sejuk tak? dapat air?

Me: o.O' BUSTED! please eh, tk klakar.. =.=' (*soyal peh prangai...*) 

Helmy & Umar burst into laughters. 

they made Affy, Fiefie, Hajar, Ayuni & Zulaikha laughed too.

Affy lagi..... waduh- boleh tahan! hahahaha.

 Fie! nk gambaaaaaaaaar~ 

so, after the check up- i went back to class. i somehow pity my teacher (poa)

cos we all left the class just like that w/out her permission! hehehe! sorry cher! :D 

i won't  do it again ok :)

then the sexuality talk was............ fun? boring? interesting? disguisting?

i saw Mey sleeping- so i decided to call her phone and she woke up! hahahahaha.

*she somehow scolded me for waking her up. LOL *evil laughs*
"eh, you call my hp for whaaaat? orang tengah sedap-sedap tido.. tibe2 jeh vibrate.. -.-"

heheh! sorry leyyyyyyy~

 i replaced Mey to be the ball picker as she wanted to go home to meet .... ^^

C'Girls: Teck Whye won 2-0 with Cresent Girls. 
congrats! :DDDD
Boys? hmmm~

headed home- alone :\\    

NIKE CUP (:

hey, its fun playing this great game of yours yea. very cool and hurtful!

thank you for introducing it to me. i don't wish to continue no more cause it sucks to the core! very nice of you, oh ya i forgot- you're nice man afterall.

have a good day ahead! bye, you're no longer in my dreams(:

Yesterday after the phototaking with my brother, we staright away siap2 then headed to Tampines Stadium to fetch Danish and Mumy.
Aide Iskandar's Mum and youngest Brother & another guy idk who- naik kereta kita jugak! :p i sat beside Aide's mum :D we do talk- not much ^^ but she's friendly :)
When we reached Kalang Stadium, i can see ther's a lot of soccer boys. some of them were sitting/eating/playing/running/laughing/queing etc.. idk that BIG boys still have their carelessness- some lost their wallets, handphones and even IC! =.=' it was very nice of the Emcee that he wished some of them happy birthday wether or not its belated or advance or the day itself. the event happened very well. 
i like the part when Dad got sooooooo delighted that Fandy Ahmad shook his hand and talk to him like they've known each other 10 years ago. so cute! :D really! then took picture with him. Dad wanted to take with Aide but he seemed busy talking/signing on jerseys. so he was somehow down but i cheerd him up by saying this,

" tkpe la kalau tk dapat berbual/ amek gambar nan dia.

dapat kenal & bobal nan mak dia and adek dia pun jadi la tu! *smiled* "

he laughed and we walked away ;p that evening was filled with exitement when Aide Iskandar, Fandy Ahmad, Faizal Nawas, David Lee and Indra Sahdan played 5v5 with this group of chinese boys. VERY fun! :D

oh, congrats to the 2 groups. Seniors (el nino del firo) N Juniors (team nhs)

they're the Champions for Nike Cup 2010. just wait for the newspaper! :p 

i was told that the Seniors got to go to Brazil and trained with the National Players! wow! *jelous* why hockey did'nt organise like this? it would be fun seh! (: at the end of the day, Sezairie Sezali sang for us 4 songs. thank you! Mum, lets grab his album! :D hahahahahaha- i know you want it. *evil smile*

when i looked at the calendar this morning,

i realized that today used to be a special day(: 

Happy Friendship Day [:   

silly them :)

hello! (:
2nd post for the day before i finally start to complete my homework =.='
i would like to wish Yana a 17th Birthday today! :D
sorry i cannot tagg u along to movie's and celebrate yr bday today :'(
oh, i was browsing through my photo files and i saw a video of firas and his friend, alfian sang a song titled; Never Let You Go by Justin Bieber. hahaha- very cute!! :D & some parts very lame and kelakar gila! wait eh..... watch!

F.I.R.A.S

hello people!(:

hahaha. today im at home for the whole day spending time reading novel my uncle recommended me this morning. as i got bored, i decided to take pictures with my brother since he's at home and fb-ing(budak kecik pun ada fb -.-") &plead me to snap a pcture with him to put at his fb photo profile.. besides, we got nothing good to do despite doing our homeworks eating all the junk foods mumy just bought yesterday. hahaha :D *staying healthy mahhh* the rest went to watch danish's soccer match. -.-' as you can see later on, my brother,
Firas is Very chubby and somehow 'bigger' than me. in fact, he's heavier than me ;O :X

SIBUK NK SIKAT RAMBUT -.-'

PADAHAL RAMBUT STIFF O.o'

SO THATS THE END OF IT :D

Keep This Up Ok(:

keep up with what you're doing now ok!

i really like the game you're playing with me, right now(: 

 its a very good game after all. 

best  sangat- well done!

*tepuk tangan semua!*

Dear Best-Adorable-Crazy-Kilats Friends,

you know how special you guys are to me? y'all were the greatest friend ive came across. with the support and encouragement y'all gave me- now all the misery in my life has gone and somehow washed away. y'all told me to forgive but of course won't forget how sad it can be and will remember till eternity. cos its hard after all the things ive done. maybe? im starting to be strong again and be like how i used to be. thanks to you guys for guiding and helping me throughout to erase those nightmares away. you guys knew if i was sad or not. i don't know how i want to say this, but im lucky enough that ive came across all of you.

*i wonder if i never know you, i guess i would have gone mad!* 

B#1 & Mey: i hope to make you laugh more and you know be MORE talkative ;D ahahah. 

once again, thank you very much(: i love you! :D

we seemed to be apart :'(

It hurts :(

i've been hit by a hockey ball during game -.-'

see how sexy it is, wth.........

*fortunately, i didn't lost my front tooth :\

O.o' T.T

"thank you eh Keeper," :)

Today's lesson was GREAT. but i hate the fact that 3NA's are having recess the same timing as LOWER sec. wth!

Tomorrow is C'Boys game vs....... idk.

Will be playing at our School pitch @ 4.30PM.

im the one who's feeling very excited *_* 

hello! your season's over syazzy! CHAMP ah CHAMP; gona remain as CHAMP till FOREVER! kilaaaat~ :D

thank you : ' )

thank you uncle for buying and putting the small Fish tank in my room.

eventho i said its troublesome, but somehow-

the fish managed to make me feel so calm (:

i love you : ' (

pathetic T.O

i was doing my assignment.

i came across this qs and was unsure so i decided to ask this Gan Yee Cherng.

cos he's actually quite smart in Maths..

i was really hoping that he could help me to solve. but he said, " idk... " wtf =.=' 

More Than Words =*

i have yet to say that my homework is not done & am NOT ready for school! but miss my classmates. hahaha. worse case, i don't even know what else- other than mathematics and POA and SS homework- there is. O.O' pathetic la sya! c'mon. kate nk improve? hakpui! gi jahanam. haha

yesterday's plan was cockup! =.=
i was suppose to meet Nazirul at lot 1 @ 2pm. but i was late- Half An Hour late. so he 'merajuk' and complained & gave punishment cos i took so long to come till dia tertido. "da tk handsome lagy" awww- so cute. sorry dear! :\ the punishment was, he can smoke 1 cigg =.=' pathetic eh punishment dia? ok nvm satu jeh not two. hehe ^^ then went town and gt bored actually. He kept looking at.. erm, nvm. Nazirul tried to call Wan but it seems that he cannot get thru him. Prolly the tournament not yet ended. He then called Zaidi and he came after Nazirul somehow managed to console him(: TWAF. Nazirul bought new shirt- its kinda nice & cool tho! (: Wan gt mad when he found out that Nazirul changed his clothes to a new one. hahaha. Mula la dgn prangai merepek Wan tu- 'Nenek Kau Miang' o.O' thanks for making me laugh thru out the night. haha! I spent one whole day at town and was the only girl & thats when i got quite mad cos i really want to fly kite :( but so far, i enjoyed la :D
Wan was hungry so he got himself THREE double cheeseburger. standard. i bought Double Chocolate and a top for 15 bucks at MNG :) PINK colour yo! :p ok, i dont regret buying it cos sister gt jelous when i showed her the shirt that night. buekkk! *you kerja alrd, go get yrself one. haha, gaji besar pe* Thanks Wan for the Rdondo chocolate treat! :) Much Appreciate :DDDDD and don't swing the plastic when the bottle still a quarter full. hahahaha! 

sometimes i wonder, why they can't stop smoking? what so good about smoking?

oh- saw IKASHY there at town. arhhhh! so preety^^ 

roof top

it comes naturally,

Dear Diary,
First of all- is my eyes big? O.O hahaha! for today's post, I will be filling up the space for quite a long one since I did'nt update a proper one for the past few days. I guess? haha. I will start about last Saturday's night(D&D) till yesterday. So, ready? (:

Last Saturday, I didn't go for training :\ sighs* That night, was a boring outing/dinner day ever with lovely fellow mates. Seriously. I really thought that the dinner was somehow will be very fun and an exciting one since we've been there once. &its was like, two years ago? hah. I thought that its gona be the same thing where there'll be lots of NICE foods, different kinds of drink and all of them were teenagers(only a few adults). Haha, I didn't expect that we're the only one- teenagers whereby the majority of them were Adults/Old man. ;O Really. In fact, I find it funny and weird too. I guess we're the youngest amongst most of them. haha. Apart from the activities/ songs/ games/ talkings/ speech/ dinner/ lucky draw/ taking pictures, I like the buffet most! like duhhh* who doesn't like EATING free flow food? haha! oh- I went for second round! heheh ^^ Next was the lucky draw. I had this instict, telling me that table number 11(which was our table) will win the lucky draw.. haha. So i kept saying to Miera Kay this, "table 11 WILL win punyaa, tgk jeh.." She giggled. The third time, the emcee announced, "oh, its a two digit number again! and its number....... eleven!" Seriously, we like excited gila. We shouted, screamed, laughed out loud and the rest was like... clap aje =.= hah, pathetic. So we went off around 9+ when games are going on. Bus-ed home. 

Sunday was our game with RECS. Then off to Tampines Stadium to watch Danish's tournament. So good they got FREE soccer boot eventho they got Third-3rd. Lawa pulak tuh. Haha. Pssst, know what? that day, Dad told me to on the car engine first while he go for prayer then fetch mum and brother(s). After that I went in and on the radio. The car was quite far.
Then, I have this sudden urge to drive the car to wher mum was waiting. Serious! So, slowly, I move the gear to D (DRIVE) but before that stepped on the brake paddle first- safety. after that open the side mirrors and hold the steering. looked right left and right again....... gently stepped on the acceleration paddle[idk]. the car moves forward. I was smiling widely. hahaha then........... my bro came =.=' yea wtf. Quickly I stepped on the brake paddle and move the gear up to P (PARKING). hahah. I cannot wait to take lisence! (quite lots of things had Dad tought me, thats why)

Monday, went for training. A very very light one. Only planned for BBQ- BestF and I decided to do egg sandwich. oh, ther's games too. At the end of the day, we did a v short and fast fitness. FUN tho :D        

Tuesday, went out with ex-kranjians. sadly, not all turn up. Mey had gastrics. the rest? not sure o.O' 
we bowled- played for two games. total cost was $72. thx eh =.= After that ate Ananas then to NTUC. That night I slept over Mey's house as you can see the previous-previous post. Had fun laughing and somehow 'cooking' in the kitchen n taking funny pictures with Mey &Betty. I didn't realised what time I was asleep. haha. 

Wednesday, MADU's coming homeeeeeee[: so eager to meet him tomorrow to do homework together. oh, its BBQ day! it was AWESOME! like how MADU say, "AWE to the SOME- AWESOME!" hahah. love you! (: now i know, being a facilitator for group three / any group in future isn't easy. idc! most important thing is to enjoy and gain experience. somebody cried la seyyyyy ^^ am so touched! :'( / :')

this is my blog, this is my say. no hard feelings to those out there. cos this is where i express my feelings &thoughts.  
it seems that i still can't get over this. why? :'( i don't know how to express it here. what i can only say is- it sucks; to the core. wtf. you might see me strong outside but im weak and its killing me inside. thers another reason why i left. i give in- cos you made her fall for you. i don't want to have another party having such feelings on you while we're still together. im nt tht type of girl who'll fight fr guys eventho i love him so much. no. im big and matured enough to decide what shall n must i do. i think far, for the future- mine and yours. i just want you to be happy k, and thats what true love meant. i treated you so badly and ive hurt you. but im doing this cos i want you to be with her. i want you to make her happy.but you said you dont want and will wait fr me. i dont trust you. its impossible. that isnt a promise or wtv to please me with. she cried a lot cos of you can't get over me. she's jelous and she proves it. but you, you're blind enough to see those! . she had conflict with you, and all cos of me. me you know! i hate it. i left, cos i know, i can't love you the way she does. she almost gave up, but im trying help her. thats why i give in for her. now, your officially hers. i hope you got evrything you want from me from yr bby(: am sure she'll make you thrice happier than how i treat you.  im sorry, your name still lingers in my mind. your too good. there's no more you and me anymore. im closing up my heart, not gona see me cry no more. last long best friend and comelstuff(':

egg sandwich(:

so, as you can see the pictures above describes a lot about yesterday night (: 

bye!