Dear Uncle,
i hope you're resting in peace now. i felt extremely sad that you leave us like that..
you're lying down on the bed with lots of wires on your body- closing your eyes. i can see that your body language look so weak. but i can know that you're fighting for life. your heartbeat changes every minute. you breathing- you're trying very hard with the help of Morphine and the Machine. i know you still wana live in this great world. i know you have not enjoyed it to the fullest and youre trying to make it better. your engaged. soon you're getting marry with your wife-to-be. you have a son, & i was surpsrise!
im much disappointed in you. if it was'nt because of the drug you took, you won't end up like this. you know your body can't take the 'power' anymore cos its been twice you went for surgery. HEART surgery. you yourself know that the doctors have given you warning to not to take those drugs aymore. now, the germs have spread to your brain. and its killing you! i can't bear to see you like that :(
but that night, i know he's chances of living is no more. cos, Mas had told me before about this 'thing'.. so.... ya... i cant do anything.
aku redha walau apa pun akan terjadi.
the next day, the doctor said you can only depend on the morphine for your body to fight.
if you're strong or not, the chances is still so slim.
yes, it hurts. extremely pain enough to see you like that.
at 9.10PM on 10th of July.
you're gone. FOREVER!
i was stunned.
your tunang screamed the moment your heart beat stops and the heartbeat machine goes ; -----------------------------------
& not /\-/\-\/\-/\/-
i never had the chance to talk to you. if we meet, we just greet and smile.
i never had the chance to know you. eventho you're my uncle tiri.
i never had the chance to say sorry. &then you left- forever.
you remind me of my old friend, he'd passed away last year.
the you breathe, the way you fight for life, the way you lay down with your eyes closed- its watery, your lips was so dry, all the wires and tubes that was stick/went to your body parts.. its exactly the same.
i love you .. :(