Honey is Sweet (:

although we lost the game for yesterday and today- of course im disappointed and frustrated cos we've trained so hard like hell and we ended up losing two games with the same score line which was 2-0; i am somehow proud of my team mates. they played hard, they know whats the meaning of friendship and respect & sportsmanship. hey, every thing is over. still, our heads are held high up- strong with pride in each of us. because we know, WE NEVER GIVE UP.

the most important thing is, have i learn something? yes. i learnt a lot- from my silly bimpy mistakes and weaknesess. what i need to do to improve? what should i do after/before training/game? am i focus enough? am i too soft/weak? yea, all this came running thru my mind.

yesterday's game- against Police team. I HAD YELLOW CARD for pushing opponent. like wth, she's bigger than me yet so weak -.-' ok wtv.
i did some refelctions when i got home, eventho mum was talking about what idk. i just kept quiet and think about what Mas had said in the bus..& spoke to us about the game. did i perform well? no. why? cos my skills is not right and proper yet. ive to get and BE BETTER! yes, be good.to earn the respect from other team. so people won't laugh and insult my team and myself anymore.

yes, laugh all you want- let us see in two years time. just wait and observe. ok? (: ty, very nice.

today, im proud that ive played quite well than the day before today. still, not satisfying enough. *need to strecth a lot at home! my butt muscles are killing me! pfft!

another thing that im happy about was that ive pushed that kerek girl. i can tell that she's somehow,  immature. she thought that she's so good. you call yourself a national womens team ah? oh well, haha wtv la fatty. i think you and the rest dont have pride. if me i'll be ashame man.

i just wish that Mum and Dad would come for my game this Tuesday. i felt so... idk what to say. jelous? angry? disappointed? sad? everythings mixed up together. cos, only once they've wathced me play. but that was TWO years ago. it seems that they're only interested in soccer only. but nvm... i understand .

This is Jamie Dwyer.
he is a the world best hockey player for FOUR times. go watch how he plays during game @ youtube. 

wait for the next two to five years, our hockey will become good. Its the only matter of you- yourslf. how passionate you are. how you want your hockey to be far? 

 Syazzy sungguh penat.

miss M.A.D.U dengdeng! -sedang berada di kampus! hahaha.

t.c & have fun aye (: 

Alamakkkkk~ homework belum habis. mampus!

going penin tmr morning @ 11am.

temankan Meera Meyy, si gemuk nih buy new shoe. hahaha.
*bought shoes the same day but then mine still in a good condition -.-'* 

meyy meyy ... huakk! =p