manakan sama, dikau yang ku cinta.
andainya dibandingkan- segala rasa dijiwa.
jikalau kau mengerti apa yang aku fikirkan,
pastinya kau lontarkan- segala rasa curiga.
dengan segala rasa, itulah saat;
terpatrinya janji kita..
to someone- if you're reading this.
for the sake of you, am here posting instead should be revising for my SA1 which was next week- to apologize if I've done something wrong that made you thought i was changing. i post it here because i don't know what to say while text-ing you because i was wordless/speechless! that was why/ the reason i hate talking with you face to face/ on the phone if there's conflict/ misunderstanding between us.
but i wasn't changing. please! get that in your head. what for? guess im full of myself till i don't realized mistake. yeah, go on- blame it on me. blame everything that had caused problems between us. you yourself said, "r u being the old you again?". for the last time, I AM NOT. i don't understand why you said that. the most saddening part was he thought i didn't cared for him. i did. but ima type of person who sometimes show/ didn't show my care towards that somebody. wether he/she was my friend, cousin or whoever that i know.
specifically, i might say i may be ego at times. sighs*
say what you want to say. wether its vulgar or harsh words. i deserve it.
say it till you're satisfied and then got yourself clamed and... be happy..
wtv it is, im sorry. i cnt do everything you asked for. cos to me im just lying to myself &you and being so 'fake' in front of you.
now maghrib, & tga azan.
gtg- bye.