no mood :(

should i describe tha am now too 'desperate'. why will i do that? sheesh! im sorry if i did not post v nicely, am not in the mood to update.. a big apology for that. 
hectic day la today. with my hamstring which caused me to limp when i walk. it was pain+aching though. ok forget it. i wish i could munch this sweets in my mouth and enjoy the taste like seducing gytu kan. ha ha. so lessons were as per normal today except for i did not enjoyed it as much as i do last week. i did not know, maybe myself whose controlling me all day long. maklumlah kalau dah datang bulan! -.-" ughh! well, something happened this evening which made me cry for like a few minutes? idk. *sighs*

i tried to be good,

i tried to be a nice lady,

i tried laughing at your jokes,

i tried to play my part in the family,

i tried to be patient,

i tried not to be defiant,

i did everything you told me to,

i did my part as your s/d,

i did almost everything.

but one thing i never failed doing was; 

LOVING YOU AND RESPECTING YOU. 

I AM VERY VERY VERY VERY SORRY :'(