i don't know if i could bear this till the end of my breathe. we're far apart from each other and its totally unbearable you know. but i believe, the love will not fade away. maybe by posting this will help. not a lot, but a lilttle will do. i don't know what to say in order for you to be strong and just go on with life.
even when i am not around with you or beside you. cos' i am going through the same as you. so don't you even dare compare or get mad about this cos' its equal. i don't even know how to start or end the conversation between you and me that has gone this far. way much far than we ever thought. never in my life, i had been thru this situation before that was semi-complicated. handling schools, studies, families, friends, exams and promises.. whoa. what a job. sighs. never mind. maybe this will end soon when i am already out of secondary school? wowww- not so fast! there is still Poly or ITE and other stuffs for my future career. like what?! stressed? no? yes? ugh~
thanks for asking. yeah, i am doing well in studies, except for some. like Physics and Mathematics & of course Geography. i really need help. tuition? no way-waste of my parents money when i actually can ask for my friends/seniors help- its way better and Free Of Charge. duh~
oh, i hope i could handle and go through this challenges. HOPE so.
doing well = hard work + practices
currently, am chatting with a lot of humans. they were of course my friends and mates and old mates too. i miss them truckloads! really.
sesungguhnya aku banyak berhutang budi kepada mereka. yeah. that is why i want to meet them everyday and laugh my ass out till i cry. ha ha. its fun being with
them.
i like what had happened today after exam, with B' Girls. i smiled and laughed a lot and made jokes even though my voice sounded very low. like-gay boy. eeyerrr -.-" we had self-training at two. we did weight lifting and some push ups and sit ups. i had fun tho! ^^ Shu Min is very cute wearing my Potter spectacles(: & Syasya said, "like stupid like that.." wouldn't you just describe it as noob? ha ha. in the middle of our work out, out of no where, we talked about a subject that was QUITE disgusting and shameful thing to tell you guys. ha ha. sorry! very censored hor! ha ha. for about forty minutes and then we rushed to Mc Donald. ha ha. stupid. just burnt our stupid fats and then add on the with a fattening food. o.O' revised Social Studies for awhile then we use Syaieqah's i Phone to search and watch the Indonesia Idol 2010- it was scary tho. and now, i am still not cleaned up. yet it is already 2024hrs. why? scared of course -.-" ha ha. pathetic. ok wtv, so we got stuck in Mc for like how many hours, idk? Meyy & Phy went off to usual place. so left me, meira kay, syai, ama and syasya. it is super freaking cold.
tak boleh tahan! Syai decided to walk around Teck Whye market. ha ha ha. it was FUN! about an hour we spent walking around the market laughing and talking crapzzzzzzz. Syai made us embarrassed. like A LOT of times. hisy!
ni Budak memang nak kener. lols. Syai bought herself two roses. Pink and Red. she likes roses, and she'd buy it whenever she feels so. how cute my friend is. laughs! so, the picture above is for Syaieqah. she's been wanting to buy a Blue Rose. which was not at Teck Whye market. i'll just give you this ^ (picture). ha ha. smile always! thanks for making our day fun and enjoyable.
our mother's are all the same. right? shopping & spent hours in that boutique, but they ended up not buying anything. -.-' ha ha. that's so window shopping. ok, cool
kan ibu-ibu kita? after that went home at 5+ as the rain had slowly stopped (drizzling).
so, Malay paper was fine. i could do despite i had to keep sniffing and holding my mucus in my nose which is very irritating and disgusting! -.-' godzzzzzzzzzzz~
