i dislike people who do not have their own personality- y'know like a poser. sighs* nvm then. i missed lotsa people laaaaaaaa :'( oh ya, i cannot update often as my comp is in 'repair mode' merepek la. kakak's laptop also not functioning- no charger. idk wher th hell she misplaced th charger // pft! thought of going gym, but had to have a complete rest at home today. maybe tmr or saturday?
i'll just post a lil bit of what happened ystrdy and this morning. ok, enjoy.
- i need another haircut before school re-open- it gets thick v fast! _|_
- alter my jersey/ buy tights.
- alter skirt.
- pay back mumy's $$ -.-
hha. raya-ing at my house in 2008- sumer dudok mcm rumah sendiri je gitu eh! hha. yes, i miss this whole bunch of kiddos la! speaking of which, am pretty sure they've grown up very well and the guys are getting taller than me. hmpft! -.-' when we were still in primary school days, i always insult/ teased the boys "eh, asl korang tk grow2 ah?" haaa- amek kau sya! now, they teased you back ;D padan muke x\ tkpr, girls klaw pendek, asalakn kite strong dan sihat dah cukop! kaaaaaaaann? :) ok enough sya. ermm, i've jut came back from Mustafa Center& have not had any sleep yet from yesterday(after training) till now.. my eyes gona be like one panda eye -.-'' alamakkkkkk~ but, yesterday was fun eventhough i was tired after a v exhausting training(S). i watched two movie in a day. hha! teruk2.
at 11.30pm, watched movie- Princess& the frog; at Cineplex at Orchard with uncle and kakak. the movie was funny and.. [?], luckyly i did'nt fall asleep o.O' *fewhh!
Then at 1.50am till 4+ am, watched- Avatar; kakak muntah after the show. idk why? eww* had dinner, ok not! breakfast at serangoon, near mustafa center. ok,& i saw TWO bapok! heir body size is wayyy to big ;\ soraaaaaaaaam- serious. my uncle could still dare to show me the 'nyah's' port. he said, they will wait for a guy- whatever guy; he said mostly bagla[?] idk.. had nasi briyani ayam- as usual my plate is the only one that is vvvvvvvv clean(: bestf will know, haha! right after i finished eating the food, there's this particular lady wearing black... bra and a shall-like to cover her pussy. hehh.. i stared at her and suddenly she pull up her br**st o.O' pft! hha. sis said smth really bad, trust me you would'nt want to know ^^
headed to mustafa-it was 6.05 am and we stroll and window shop for three hours as there was not much humans in the mall. i was damn tired and vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv sleepy. got back home at 11.17am. now, my nose is containing a v heavy mucus due to the rain this morning! damn laaaaaaaa -.-"
i cannot always give everything that you want,
sometimes you have to respect my decision too.
you know me well,
whatever things i decide- i really mean it. eventhough i can be really fickle-minded ;|
i want to be a good girl you know. i don't want to do stupid things.
i cannot always listen to you. &you cannot always force me to do such things.
when i say "no" i really say so.
if i apologise, i don't think things could get better until you get exactly what you want.
if you think im not that good enough for you,
then its up to you to make a decision.
i'm not forcing nor angry. i just feel so.. wierd.
oxox,
syazzy
