xoxo!
ugh -.-"
if you see mz on your way back home/somewhere or anywhere-
just smile and don't stare at him. he sure won't like it.
and DON'T COMMENT ;)
[ -meet my new lion (: ]
awww, is rab still in Singapore? i miss her liao! hha :DD im glad that my injury is in a recovering condition. it still hurts a lilttle but not as painful as the first time i got it.
I SO MISS MEERA MEYY la! xoxoxo! alright, as for now im slowly starting to do some exercises like twisting and dancing- to strech my back :D after which, i read a book titled 'BIRD'. Mia made me lovee reading imaginations book since out trip to Library :D huhu^^ i mean, a book that shows not tell. *it improves your vocab and of course english {; so tomorrow, i'll be going for a play- a drama show at a necessary stage with yan and syak. haha. i hope it'll be fun and entertaining. im sorry meyy i can't tag you and A to somewhere you asked me out ;\ sorry banget!
- FEAR, is a wierd feeling of such and a strange thing.
it can creep unnoticed into your mind, sieze hold of your reason and take root.
-RITA MURPHY.
dearest,
i realized im not perfect. im bad. i've once came into your life; being the girl that you ever dreamed for. i made you change and become a good boy and not do those nonsense thing you did in the past. Out of blue, i changed my personality and hurt you deeply- like stabbing your heart using a knife! but even more painful and bleeds profusingly. non-stop. im not that kind of a girl that you wanted anymore. not at all. im no longer a dreamed girl of yours. you no longer love me like you used to. im rude and no more a bubbly girl that you knew earlier. but you're so strong. i myself could'nt believe that we could strech till this far. you make me so proud of yourself. you proved me alot- not by saying but actions and doings. im not sure what i should give you in return. maybe by doing the same as what you did. or change? but we're still young and im not as strong as you. your love that makes you strong enough to go through all this. you accept the way i am. you're a very patient and lovely guy. im glad to have you as my 'guideline' and my 'lifeguard' thanks for what you've done and gave me(: im sorry if i've hurt so much =\ *love is blind; mind that.